Life is Stressful Part 2

Well today went ok....Bee's mom came into town and it went better than expected. We went out and got Bee's father's day gift. But it sucked..so now I have to come up with something else. Bee has been feeling real bad do to his medicine. I truly hope he feels better sooon. I am so tired of not having the Bee I married, I never know if he is just being spiteful or just plain loopy cause of his brain. You never know how much you love something until it is gone. How much you have to do when taking care of the man who somedays looks like he is just barely holding to reality. I pray to God everynight that he gives one more day with my beloved. Oh dear Lord how I need strength. I spoke to Master some about what was going on. I am so glad we got that worked out. I feel better about it all.