Disclaimer: What you are about to read is purely fiction. The names in here are fantasy and nothing written has every truly happened. They are just deep thoughts from a deep place within me.
The week passed by slowly for me, I spent my mornings doing food service and chores. In the afternoon, when everyone else had free time, I spent my moments polishing silver or running laps around the back yard. I spent my evening reading manuals that were left on the library shelf; George thought it was a good way to train my brain what my body already wanted to submit to. On Saturday a women guest arrived for Michael, and when he took her upstairs that night in nothing but a see through white negligee I thought I would never make it. I lay in my bed and turned away from Ruth and cried softly. She said nothing to me and simply went to sleep. When Sunday evening arrived I was sure the demerits meeting would be held soon, but when no one came for me I became slightly worried. By bedtime all the servants had either received praise or punishment for the previous week, all accept me. I saw Ruth cheerfully come in with her new book, she went on and on about the shopping trip she and others were allowed to go on. When I didn’t want to hear anymore I raised the covers over my head and said good night. She huffed slightly and got ready for bed without another word. I instantly felt guilt, but I just didn’t feel emotionally that I could handle her schoolgirl ramblings. The next few weeks went by the same, with each passing week I became more and more lonely. Which each Sunday came a new gift or a privilege for Ruth, which she randomly would tell me about. After four weeks of nothing but polished silver in the afternoon I cracked. I simply laid my head down and cried. For when I walked in Friday afternoon to find a whole table over pouring with silver that needed polishing. I accomplished one fork when George checked in on me two hours later. I cleared my throat and tried to swallow my sniffles, but there was no way to hide that I just didn’t do anything but cry. He came close to me, a bit of concern on his face. He talked to me for a good hour about how crying was only going to get me demerits and that if I wanted this to be over with I had to find a way to pull out my inner strength. As he talked he would polish an item, or I would. He must have been gone for quite awhile because neither of us heard Michael’s entrance. “George.” Which he said with much restraint. Though his posture of leaning against one wall with a leg propped up didn’t show any hint of displeasure. I thought George was going to jump through the ceiling, and than his face blushed and his head lowered. He said, with a well-defined tone of experience, “I beg your pardon Sir. I will find my way out.” I allowed my eyes to trail from George’s leaving form to Michael to try to get some clue of what was coming. Michael’s body moved so fluently I never saw his slap coming, but when it made contact with George’s face I heard it all through my body. “George if I ever see you doing her work again, that will be the least amount of kindness I show you.” George simply nodded and left the room. I thought Michael would say something to me, but instead he simply turned and walked out. Leaving me thinking nothing but how I despised him. I lifted a teapot in anger and was aiming for the door he just exited out when Ruth stepped through. I tucked it back on the table swiftly and started my scrubbing with renewed despise. “Hannah, Master wants to see everyone in the livingroom.” I didn’t move or look up when I said, “He doesn’t mean me”. She shook her head, “Yes he does, and he specifically asked me to come get you.” I tilted my head and her and took her hand encouragingly. I entered the space and curled on the carpet with the other girls. There were none of the male servants in the group so I knew something was up. There were four men in chairs next to Michael, two on either side. Along with Big John, Heather, and Leon (The hired man for the horses). All the girls were sending their excitement through the air, when I settled I felt the static try to flow me into it. I had never seen what was coming, and had not been spoken to in weeks. My excitement had left my body long ago. The man to Michael’s left stood and the room went so silent I could hear the crickets chirping outside. He said not a word as he traveled the edge of the area rug. He made two passes before reaching into the gaggle of girls and pulling out the brunette, Sarah. He tossed her over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes and patted her bottom. She giggled playfully in response as he stepped out of the crowd and up the stairs. I was still staring bug eyed upstairs when the next man stood. I inched closer to Ruth not wanting to be picked in this ridiculous game of catch. When he stopped close to me and reached in it took all my strength not to scream. Though instead of me he grabbed Ruth and she gleed with happiness. There were somewhere around twenty girls in the house currently, and by the time 7 had been chosen and exited I knew that Michael would never pick me. I didn’t lower my eyes like the other girls but simply stared at his face. I felt that if he was going to make me watch him leave with another girl, I was going to show him it didn’t bother me. He leaned back for a moment and stared into the crowd. His eyes so intent on what he was looking at I felt my stomach turn. Not once did I lower my eyes, even as his beast started invading his face. He stood with his work boots booming on the floor, and as he passed through the middle of the crowd, girls swayed or rapidly moved out of his way. He grabbed a blond, Larissa, by her hair and pulled her after him. She screamed but never really struggled and when he reached me he bent down to my eye level. I was sure that a slap was coming, but I bore my eyes right back into his baby blues. He simply pointed to the stairs “Move!” He said with a voice that bounced off the walls. I raised a slow smile to him and said matter-of-factly “I thought you weren’t talking to me.” His eyes flashed red but when he didn’t hit me I was again perplexed. He simply turned and grabbed a dog leash off the front walk. I heard it and Larissa drag behind him as he made the trek back to me. I smiled again “Oh! So now you’re going to beat me. Well let me get in position.” I started to raise my arms as to remove my top, and before I had my hands on the cloth I felt the cold metal loosely hanging around my neck. Definitely not what I was expecting, and since I was not equiped to hide my emotions yet Michael knew my reaction immediately. “Check mate Bitch!” He said and began to walk away with the leash in one hand and Larissa in the other. As he made large strides it took no time for the metal to grasp around my throat. I gagged and stubbornly stayed still as the chain tightened and tightened. When I started turning blue one the girls shoved me after Michael. “Move you idiot.” I moved than to the landing just as he landed on the middle rung. He never slowed down; though I made efforts to keep up they were defeated as I waited to long to follow. Each second step he took tightened the chain around my throat I lost air. I never paid attention where we were going and when a large wooden door slammed behind me I jumped. I was in the room alone with Michael and Larissa. I took in the domineering feel of the room we entered. The bed was made out of logs, as well as all the furniture. When I looked for Michael he was ripping Larissa’s clothes off of her and digging his teeth into any exposed flesh. She was moaning and arching her body in response. He still had a firm grip on the leash and was now starting to pull it closer and closer to his body. I saw small bits of blood escape places Michael had before he tossed her onto the bed. By that time I had made my gradual crawl across the hardwood to his feet. He held the length of the chain between us so tight it lifted me off the ground. When I was just touching he looked down into my eyes “Do you think you can do as your told now? Or do I need to time you up?” I was to scared to answer, the masks he had hid so well was eroding and the man behind it was a demon I had never wished to call. He screamed in my face “ANSWER ME!” I felt his breath pass my face and I tried to control the sob in my throat “Yes…Master.” He nodded and with one swoop tossed the chain off of me and threw me down to the ground. “Stay!” He commanded. I swallowed and didn’t move, I don’t think I could have moved if I wanted to. My whole body felt as it had become ice and was frozen in place. He than went to Larissa, who was screaming terribly by now. I am sure this is not what she wanted when she dreamed of Michael enjoying her. His body covered her in shades and rage, as he slammed all his energy into the crevices of her womanhood. He slapped her several times and when she tried to crawl away once he grabbed her ankle and slammed her down on her stomach. When he let out a feral growl of release and got off of her I could see the blood dripping from her rectum. He picked up the phone and mumbled into it. Heather and Big John stepped through the door. She took one look at the Larissa and than at me. She pounced before I could react and got one good slapped in before John was pulling her off of me. It was painful but left no lasting damage. I knew the next time I was in her clenches I would pay, would pay heavily. They then picked up Larissa and walked out of the room with her. She would need many stitches and several weeks to heel, but she never held this night against me. I was dismissed immediately after Heather’s departure. Two months later Larissa decided this was not what she wanted, and was sent in a taxi to the airport to go back home. I still miss her to this day.
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