The Party

I had absolutely the best time at the party this weekend. Both the guys I liked were there, you may know them from the previous post as J and M. Both hot hunks in their own way, Master said he didn't have much fun because some of the extra girlege was missing..and so with me off and about he didn't get much attention. But the ration is like way in the girls favor....My hope is that with A coming close maybe something will click and he will have someone finally to have fun moments with. Anyway, I arrive and undressed...placing on my hip skirt and presenting myself to both the host and the head Master for the night. They both like my outfits and than off I went to get food set up. I quickly got Master and drink, and than off I went again to find him and Master J a plate. We sat and talked for awhile, and than the girls got to eat. Such declious food and such wonderful environment. The dancing circle started not much later, and I got pulled in to dance for a bit. I teased Master J, and he much enjoyed it. Than I got pulled back to help Mistress T get dressed for her performance. She is our bellydance instructor. It was great fun, and I got to talk to her a lot about the goings on with Master. Than she came out and dance, I was sitting with Master M and he began to pull my hair and make me have to swallow my moans. The men later on complained that she didn't put as much into it as she normally does (This was of course after they were gone), I didnt get to see much of it as I was "preoccupied". This is were the party heats up. I gave Master D a good back massage in one of the back bedrooms, than roamed a bit outside were Master J was...smiles evilly. I shimmed and than crawl over to his empty feet. He immediately started pulling my hair, now let me tell you Master J nomrally is my biggest tease. I have been trying for two years to get this man to do more then let me cuddle with him, so when he did that I was completely floor but happy. He would run his fingers through my hair to the base and than turn my head back and tighten his grip...each time tighter...sometimes he would lean in and nibble my ear...sometimes chow down on my neck...It was such heaven!!! We spent hours just doing this, and it was much enjoyable. Once inside I parted from him and off to give Master M a naked massage. He loved each moment and we enjoyed the time together. It was talk, massage, teasing. My hands ran slowly over his massive manly arms and chest, leaning in to just graze his side with my nipples. He would than pinch them, followed by my moans and him asking a silly question. I was floating by the time I came out!! I went and laid were Master J was, his hands began it's slow trail over my legs and down my sides. Tickling and teasing....until I turned it off and he was disappointed...evil devil spent the neck hour trying to find the spots that I couldn't turn off. I helped clean up, and than off and out the door I went. Master and I are talked on the way home...I am not sure if he is joking but he may let me go to TRF by myself with Master J. Keep your fingers crossed.

Hana

Fuck Fridays

Well its Friday but I don't get pain sex tonight. We have a party to go to tommorrow and Master doesn't want me limping around with a owy pussy so dear readers will have to wait til Sat pain night this weekend. I get my new cable modem at the new house tommorrow, along with it comes cable tv. I haven't had cable in 4 yrs. YEAH!!!

Laters

Hana

Normal

What exactly is normal? And what do you do when you aren't that anymore. Master tells me last night that he can't have "normal" sex with me anymore cause I don't get off. I told him he should stop upping the anty if he wanted me to get off with "normal" sex. He just laughed and had me give him a blowjob. But it made me think...

AM I that demanding in bed? Do I really have to have some huge scene to enjoy it? I just never really thought about it. We do these huge scenes, it takes me a week to heal, and than we have another. I normally don't have inbetweens. He wants inbetweens. So how to do I enjoy something that is just "normal"? I don't know how to go backwards....

Anyway just some thoughts..

Hana

Tagged

I've been tagged by art I am suppose to divulge eight secrets. So here goes:

1) I tell Master no more often than he gets a yes to sex.

2) I still haven't turned in my taxes for last year.

3) I told our home daycare lady that we were moving Bitty to a neighbors house, but we are actually moving her to a private preschool.

4) I was molested on my 13th birthday and my father's response was that "Well if you would have come to the pool this wouldn't have happened. So it's your fault"

5) I had to hire a private dectective to hunt my oldest down when my ex mother-in-law took off with her.

6) Once I started driving I was involved in 6 accidents that all totaled the cars I was in within the first two years of driving. Luckily I was only driving in two of the them.

7) I get fired from most from most of the jobs I get fired from because I hate working and so I become lazy and unmotivated.

8) I have a secret crush on Dr. McDreamy (If you don't know who that is you aren't a avid fan like me)

I tag...

Lucy

Behavn

Annissa

That's all for me

Hana

Remembering 9/11

I almost forgot that I was suppose to post this today...

This is in remeberance of Mario L. Santoro, age 28.Place killed: World Trade Center. Resident of New York, N.Y. (USA).

Here's a picture:



I picked him because he looked so much like Master in his younger days, and I could see him holding Bitty just like Mario is hold his daughter. Her name is Sophia and she was three when it happened. He was a dedicated EMS workeer and a loving father. His wife said that meals were important to him. I can truly identify with this.

I leave you with thoughts from people who knew him well...

"Dear Mario,
I can't believe you are gone...we miss you so much. It has been almost a year since you left us and the pain of not longer having you around us gets stronger by the day.
We are so proud of you...you died doing what you loved most, helping others. I hope you know that we think of you everyday, not a day goes without Mom or Dad mentioning you or crying for you.
You are now our hero, our guardian angel, but you will always be my little brother.
Love,
Maria"

"I remember as if it was yesterday. Your bright smile. Your love for basketball. We both entered John Jay College as freshman. We played Spades together, beating anyone we came across in that lunch room. I am so sorry that I just found out that you were a fallen hero. I will always remember us in the library. The security telling us to "Keep it down" as we tried to quiet our laughs. I miss you Mario. You will always remain in my heart.

Juanita"

"You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I could not believe it when I heard the news. I know you are with God watching over all those you love. My heart goes out to your family. Heaven won an angel and we all lost a wonderful human being. You will be forever missed.
Nancy Rios"



Please remember all the victims.

Hana

Sick and men

So I spent all day saturday getting my avon together to be shipped. I got nothing done at the house I wanted to, so I have to go back tonight. UGH. I ate tuna fish on Sat and I think it was bad cause I was throwing up my gut all day...and slept most of the day off. That at about 10 pm, when I was ready to just crash from the barfing and running shits Master hugs me and says "Want to do it". Me being totally sick and drugged said "I am so not answering that question, that is the dumbest thing I ever heard you say" He responded with a "Huh? What you say?" and I ignored him and went to sleep.

This just proves my point, men don't care if you smell or have been sick all day. When they are horney they just want a hole...UGH!!!

Anyway back to making the work go so I can go clean the house...oh and the construction workers at work have decided to take over my desk to put some dumb ac unit above my head. So now I get to hear drilling all day. I should have stayed home.

DANCING

WE HAVE THE KEYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*Dances all around the place* The carpet cleaners are coming next and the washer pipe is leaking so the plumer is coming next week too. And it needs A SUPER GOOD CLEANING..inside and out before we put anything in it. BUT ITS OURS>>>>>>YEYEEAHHHHHHHH...