Happy HNT

Here is my next post.....This week has been doing well. I hope you all enjoy..Can you guess what it is?

Hana

Monday's Adventure

Well some of you may know that our financial problems have been going down hill fast basically due to no job on my end. I seem to have trouble finding a job and when I do something stupid and loose it. I am working in the church right now part-time. It is very stressful and consuming.

So Master's dad and step mom have been pressuring us to make a whole car payment. Which is really hard when Master only makes 1400 a mon after insurance, and than you take out rent, elec, food, gas, water, phone, and baby needs ooooohh and Master's seizure meds. So your lucky if you have 100 dollars to your name. Making a 400 dollar car payment just doesnt meet. But with me having this new job at the church in the daycare I was bringing in basically the car payment. But it was tight this month. I tired to explain that to his dad and such and well it became this big fight. So I was forced to write a check I knew we prob wouldn't have the money for. But I thought I would just give in and go back to stripping for a couple days. To give you some background I use to strip. For 4 years I lived in hell, constantly sick from the smoke..constantly feeling worthless and trashy...etc. When Master collared me he laid down one basic rule...no stripping. So I have been kinda avoiding it..trying to prove to myself and Master that I am worth more financially than stipping. But for two years almost three nothing. And now with the influx of refugees from New Orleans it is basically impossible to find a job. So to bring money in I took a job in the CDC. Than this check came along, and I thought one or two days at the club get us over the hill. Master agreed and so Monday off I went to club. I had called the day before to make sure it wouldn't problem coming in. I call some customers and make my way into the club to had over my money to work. The guy at the desk is a total looser...here is how the conversation goes...

Me: Hello. I talked to Dan last night and used to work for Howard...and Dan said I could come in and work tonight and tommorrow. So I need to sign in and stuff.

Ass: You? Well...you know...How long has it been since you worked here? Where have you been working?

Me: It has been about a year and I stayed home to have a baby.

Ass: Well *looks me up and down* I just can't use you as a dancer. Definetly not..I am sure Dan was mistaken, I can't do anything for you.

Me: But I have customers out there, I have been working in this club off and on for almost 3 years. I don't understand *shocked*

Ass: You just aren't right for nights. But you can be a waitress...

*Now let me interrupt here when a dance manager says you can be a waitress that means your to ugly to be naked on my stage but if you covered up maybe you could be manipulated into work way to many hours and making know money. You ugly fuggy piece of crap*

So than in walks Howard he looks at the Ass the Ass looks at him. He says to Howard "I told her she could be a waitress!" Like he is doing me some favor. I stormed out crying...Howard chases after me tells me I should call Dan and convince him or work weekends during the day....WHATEVER!

I think I am one good looking chic...especially in stripper clothes....I am including a pic for everyone to vote. Sure I don't look like angelina jolee...but I am not gutter for sure! Master says that this Ass who is 20 something has no idea what a older man at a club wants...Some who has an iq above 30 loves real breast and pettite girls....Give your opinion...

Hana

Happy HNT

Well I have busy day tommorrow shopping and the balloon fesitival. With a infant grocery shopping? Ugh!

Anyway here is my HNT..have fun with it... this is my right but check with my tat, I need to remove the colt it is an ex boyfriend..the peaches it is my old nickname

The definition of a slave

I am so fuming right now! Why is it that some girls can not get beyond their own mirror images. I swear! There is this girl, we will call her Sassy...and she and I were friends for quite awhile. We had this discussion on a list I am on about differences in slavery. She brought up about how her Master whips her and physically punishes her, and any slave who isn't suchly treated is roleplaying. I was fuming, but at the time did my best to not distory her. She was at the gathering last saturday, one of the ones who had the big orgi. As her Master was leaving he gave me this huge hug and told me he missed me. We had a good talk about how people can disagree and still be friends.

So stupid me writes Sassy and tries to appoligize and get beyond the past with her so that we can try to go beyond it for our Masters. But that didn't happened. She went on and on about how her Master gives her black eyes, and how she is this ABSOLUTE slave *rolls her eyes*. I really can't stand women who think because they are beaten into doing what the man they are with wishes them to do than they are these perfect slaves. Can you imagine a perfect slave. What bullshit! Anyway she basically told me I was crap and Master and I are crap and all are friends are crap, except her of course. That I was telling her that she was being abused and that she is a airhead who can't think for herself. I never used any of those terms. I don't know how she gets "That is what I like about slaves, they are all different we all are torn from different cloth. Our Masters guide us into the submission they desire. I think we all have different triggers, for you it is a closed closet for me it is being hit. It is what makes your relationship and service, but I don't think it makes you anymore a slave than me" Into you are in a abusive realtionship and a airhead...can someone explain this to me....

And here is the kicker she is trying to have a child through artificial means! How they hell do you think a child needs to be in that shit...sighs. I don't know what to think because her Master, around me is wonderful and sweet. So maybe she is embleshing to make herself better...but it just pisses me off! GRRR!!!!

Catching up round two----The gathering

Oh were oh were do I begin. Let's see Master went and picked up the sitter, while I finished the potato skins. Than we hop in the car with all our "luggage" (hip scarf, veils, Master's clothes for the evening, bag with misc stuff, and pedicare stuff). We go down the street to Master W's place, and pull into the driveway. A hot burnette walks out the door and opens Master's car door. I start pulling "luggage" out of the back seat. We make our way inside. We are great by A and H....ohh H is so hot. Cute little number with blond hair and perky tits. You may remember her first mention in the the fisting story . Anyway I shook down the hallway after dropping off the potato skins, and Master went to go get changed. I put away all our stuff and shook what limited clothing I had off my body. I tied a nice slave silk around my hips, for those that don't know what a slave silk is it's a piece of material like 2X6 duplicated. Each piece is threaded through a string that ties around your waist normally called a throng. Anyway, Master was getting dressed by J, she has such gorgeous long hair and a fluided moving body. She reminds of a serpent. While Master was getting ready I made my pass downt he hall to check in. I knelt with legs spread in front of Master W and got approved and oogled while I spun for his pleasure. Than I was sent off to the slave Master, Master J, He is the one who shaved me at th fisting party. So, of course, I was already getting wet just coming close to him. He smiled and showed me what areas I was to attend to that night. You see at the parties you are property of the tavern, and so you are basically under the slave Master's orders. I was to do drinks, and drinks I did. I served and knelt, and kissed every glass. I lick and teased and caressed as I went by. Than 8:30 strolled alon and so off I went downt he hall to prepare for my dance of the 7 veils. This is Gorean Dance normally done with 7 veils draped across your throng, You slowly pull out, or have another pull out the veil. The last one is the color of your Master's caste and he basically removes all henderance by exposing yourself to his friends. I went a little creative and placed the veils on the floor next to the men I wished to dance for. As the music began my tummy was turning. I swayed some and lost my footing...but after the first removal of the gold veil I was all engrossed in the music. I shimmed and swayed the white veil over my body, I absorbed the music with each turn. Placing the white veil at Master W. than continuing with the aqua and red. Sauntering down and around...following the rhythm. I turned to see my next Master had got up, Master J, I was in a panic should I just leave it...But as I need to get rid of it he sat back down and I tossed and added a kiss as the blue came into my hands. Drapping across my shoulders, hip lift towards Master T..working in hip circles til I found Master Tim. I place a tender kiss on his lips and grabbed the yellow. Here it came the larl dance. Rolling, growling, breast thrust, heat melting towards my Master. Giving him all I could give, placing the yellow at his feet and than stripping the slave silk from my body. I twirled away teasingly, my stomach rolling as the black and red trailed over my curves. Finding each beat and moment more pounding more fulfilling. I toss the veril to Master M and off and running I go with my last veil the red. I floor dance the last minute, and end with the red place over me as a sign of surrender. I got lots of hoots and hollers and clappings. I bowed a bit and than raced down the hall to change. But not before Master placed such a passionate kiss on my lips I creamed down my legs. Such a slut he makes me.

The night wore on, girls dance, other Master's showed up. The variety of dances were interesting. I gave a manicure not much later to Master Je, not really fond of him. All he likes to talk about is my "stripping days". I am sure he would shovel out lots of cash to have me on his lap. After awhile I was than asked to come close to Master W, who wanted a kiss since he didn't get it during his dance. We kissed while he fondled my ass. It is so different how younger men tease than older men. Like night and day. Anyway......He allowed me to sit in his lap, which I much enjoyed as my dance teacher danced passionate for a good 30 min. She was wonderful, and I enjoyed each moment. Especially since she loves to tease Master W....so on some night we get to see a bit of skin. Than, she finished and left to go find some other haunts. I wondered off to Master T. We enjoyed much conversation and kissing. Before I was scurred off to Master J...Ohhhh what heaven. He is such a sadist, constantly teasing and fondling just enough. He found out I like to suck fingers when they pass my lips and he teased me for a good hour with it and my breast. Oh what I wouldn't give to fuck him. Some gossip scoulders made fools of themselves by acting childish and having a orgi in the back bedroom. Than the girls come out all stumbling like some sort of drunkin fool. What drama queens! Then night wore on again, I gave Master W a good pedicure, than got my back popped by his girl. It felt so good. I helped clean up and do the dishes about one, and than out the door we went. Finding our way home again. Well until next time folks.....

Oh and I got royally fucked when we got home! Yeah me

Hana

Catch up

No much going on lately. I started a job last week that only lasted three days, and than of course the bottom fell out. They hired 4 of us in the beginning, after I left there was only one. They told me I was "No company material..." though I have wonderful skills and experience...they think my experience is not "company material". What the f* is company material? The baby is starting to stand for a few seconds at a time. I hope she walks soon, because she is getting really heavy. This is the last week that Master will be working out of the house. I am not sure how I will feel about it after that. Of course, now with the LA people it will be harder to find a job. Though I may have something part-time through xmas, with a insurance company. I have testing on Wednesday. I also have a second interview sometime this week. Patricia is suppose to call tommorrow, so I can have a interview with the regional vice president. I will be 4 regional's asst for a property management corporate office. I hope to get it, because I really got along with Patricia. Which is rare because normally girls hate me. Master and I are going to a gathering on Saturday at Master W's place. I am a little nervous for 2 reasons. The first being I will have to perform a dance on my own, and I will only a couple days practice. The second is that months ago Master and I had a small tif with another Master and his girl on the list. This other Master seems to find every second to make a huff about something with Master. I hope this Master doesn't try to make a scene. I just want to enjoy myself, not have to leave early cause of some ass. We will see how it all works out in the end. So my week is basically filled with practice, baby, Master, house cleaning, and looking for a job. I let you know how the gathering goes.

Hugs,

Hana